Anne Lastman

As I read an article from one of the newsletters sent daily to my inbox, I could feel my rage rising and rising. I had backed off abortion and post abortion grief and sexual abuse grief for a while.  I needed my heart, brain, emotions, to settle down  from the ongoing negative hearing. To be given just some little time of peace without speaking and thinking about the horrors of the topics I speak and write about and care for.  I needed time out for my own health.

However, having read that a full-term infant still in the womb and dismembered I could no longer remain silent even for my own self. Arm and leg ripped from its body the horror woke me from my slumber. 

The vision of the infamy, the wicked act  and its pain which that infant had gone through before death led me to remember of tortures, slow death, murders,  violent deaths. Death without any compassion. No compassion at all by abortionist, nurses, mother and thought the horror of our time.

 I hear daily of the funds being given for the protection of women against personal violence, domestic violence, (rightly so) but not a single dollar to prevent slaughter of infants.  Where have we reached?  Who’s the new woman? What happened to her compassion. What happened to the woman of grace? Why is she demanding help against violence against her but no help to prevent horror against  vulnerable infants?  Including her own. what happened to woman that she has forgotten that she is woman, bearer of life. Creation like no other. The most unique creation ever.  The last of all the orders created.  The masterpiece of the Almighty artist?   What happened to “mother” one who protects the one whom she has carried or will carry.  What has happened to the new woman even as she is growing up.  Who is influencing her and telling her that she is more valuable than an infant. That she  alone is to be protected. She is precious.  And what about the preciousness of that  life in her womb?  Are infant girls in the woman’s womb  not women?  Are they rice granules and disposable.  Who or what is the infant in her womb which she has allowed (by her action) to enter into her body and then treats the guest as an intruder to be murdered?  

There are many “whoever” and “whatever” and we can speak, and encourage the converted, and request more money from private individuals   (forgetting government funding. They who had encouraged the slaughter of infants-no funds from there)   to carry on the fight. But the fight must be fought together with others who also hear the cry of the infant who is being or has been dismembered and feels the utter anguish of slow dying whilst mother lies there  under twilight anesthesia but even at times dies with her baby (botched abortion)  The fight is not against humans it’s against humans who have said yes to the ancient goddesses who have returned.  They returned when the groundwork and society and women were prepared and waiting. The ancient pagan gods and goddesses waited for many a millennium.  Waited silently for the time to immerse themselves into woman and society. The pagan goddess gave woman the condition for her to desire  a selfish life.  A life where auto idolatry became possible.  She, her own goddess deciding, demanding,  insisting on all her wishes being acceded to or there would be terrible punishment and so the time was found to be ripe.

Pre-world war 11  and within modern times (not speaking about ancient times where abortion was rife) but from  1920 Russia under Lenin became the  first modern state to  legalize abortion on request. Sadly, America the “land of the free and the brave” in 1847 under the direction of the AMA  who directed medical practices  believed that they should have the right to be able to determine when abortion could be legally performed.

Whilst  states had laws which restricted abortion  especially to preserve the life of the mother (men decided this determining what happened to women’s body) and today we have woman screaming my body my choice.  Not men, they made the laws in the first instance but now that issue and procedure and narrative taken over by woman.  This with so much anger, hatred against both infants and males who first insisted on what happened to their body now there is no resistance from either male, medical, political. Now it’s that woman herself has taken over and slowly opened all doors to be available to all females from youngest of ages to mature decisions.  No longer can male have a say regarding anything to do with woman’s body.  The irony of now the male having to ask permission to kiss, or hold hands, and when is it acceptable. Also, by law.  Television ads with voice overs of young couple asking when is it OK?  There is such a loss seen in this ad.  Love removed and male asking permission to hold hand.  And yes, woman did provide the conditions for when closeness permitted even with her pre participation.  

I’m not going to list the progression of abortion laws, these can be found on Dr Google, or by googling abortion dates and government documents,  for anyone who might want to see.  However, what I want to speak about is my experience of working with abortion pain for 30 years. 

When I began this work (abortion grief)-women beginning to realize that she cannot kill her own child and still continue life as if nothing has happened. Grief, a sadness overclouding the world, emotional pain,  disturbance of  human nature as never seen before, self-hatred, anguish, hatred of children,  even suicide. Attempted and completed.  Women were slowly waking up to something unexpected. And couldn’t cope with the “something” which could still not be understood. “It’s supposed to be nothing but a small procedure” and “I’ve killed my own daughter/son”  the voices were still too few and silent because of shame, guilt, sense of wickedness, the silence continued.  This in 1995  the voice of confusion and pain were still in a stage of whisper, and it was at this time that the ancient goddess Ishtar chose to begin her work.  Ishtar would only work with her own wickedness, that is the offering of child sacrifice to her lord and master Moloch  whose  desire was child sacrifice, and in her wickedness Ishtar complied. The goddess our time women’s liberation.

Child sacrifice was not only in ANE (Ancient Near Eastern)society but Aztec society and other pagan societies.  Either infants or virgins. Purity.   How interesting infants or pure  young women and we wonder why woman today acts like Ishtar offering to Moloch.  She has now been  fully converted by Ishtar, has made the sacrifice to the gods of this time, open sexuality, money, freedom to act as she likes, dominance over the male, control of both her life and the life which grows in her body.  Sadly, she has not heard the voice which whispers that that infant will be her salvation.  she’s heard that the  product of conception  is useless and cannot come between her and her life as she determines it. It cannot come between her and her career, freedom to explore herself, The freedom to try all manner of sexuality, freedom to try and be male, whatever gender she chooses.  Freedom to refuse to be tied down and be responsible for anyone else except the freedom  like Ishtar the pagan goddess of fertility to refuse her own fertility and offer its fruit  to Moloch. For Ishtar and the modern goddess, it was desirable to hear, not see, the infant  child dead (done in secret-)whilst she was absent.

The tragedy of the rise of this pagan goddess which has been accepted by the pro-abortion movement is that very few males stand  and protect the child which they have engendered.  Like Adam in the garden. Silence. Is it possible that their desire to follow the desires of women suit their own desires?  All the sexual activity with any number of partners and no responsibility?  

I remember reading somewhere many years ago that a Christian writer of ancient times wrote something like this” regarding the murder of children. they were either strangled sons born of their own bodies or if they thought themselves “holy” they would expose them”.  Expose them to what? Slaughter by others and beast, or freezing, starvation, and the mother who delivered this infant.  What was she doing? Allowing the man to expose her child to assured death. Was Ishtar involved in this? 

Today when woman takes her infant to be dismembered, have its arms and legs ripped apart before delivery, where is the father of this new child? “exposed”  Why not carry child to birth and give donate such a magnificent gift to one who cannot have this gift?  Why cannot the father stand ground and say no I will not have my child murdered. Moloch and his desires demands must be met. 

And so, murder is committed before even dilation has commenced or brought to birth.  These pagan ideals have taken hold of women who have persuaded society that abortion, slaughter of preborn children is necessary for the survival of humanity.  What lunacy, has the  pagan goddess implanted into the gullible mind of the beautiful modern women who like her ancestors been asked to take forward the future?  

In our dastardly grotesque past century (1900-2000) various means and methods of child slaughter have found their entrance into society and silence was the response.  Nazi Germany aborted and murdered untold number of  children who did not fit the Aryan race image. Moloch had a taste for new flesh and so WWII provided that flesh.  Infants sent into gas chambers with their mothers. Infants slammed against walls to smash their heads.  Ripped hair,  pulled teeth, limbs, garment of skin.  A new  taste of flesh.  Molech does not care what flesh it is as long as it is human and infant and young flesh. The ancient demon god has again sat back to be waited upon 

Following the WWII and its offerings and atrocities, the 1960s-70 the same pagan gods  returned  to USA (the land of the free and the brave) During this time the US Supreme court legalized abortion and so a return to the strong country where Moloch finds the most offerings.  With the help of other pagan deities and their infiltration into modern society and influence on most modern women who then refused to make and raise  families and children and bring  love into society  were instead  guiled by the false promises of Ishtar. Her promise to women to be free from constraints of male, family, gender, sexuality.  These were her promise  in compensation for the sacrifice of her child and her future family.  She could now in the influence of the first smaller populations and slowly building to a population in the millions, of her promise of freedom from slavery of husband, children, homes. A now population with an annual harvest of murdered infants is near 90,000,000, for  Ishar and her lover Molech have managed a grand harvest of innocence murdered.  

The other pagan deity Baal ( to make the unholy threesome) spoken of in Old Testament scripture another unholy deity, the pagan god of life and fertility  and together with the  god MOT  the god of sterility and death  (contraception /abortion). Baal the god of life on this planet, Ishtar of the unrestrained sex activity, Molech with its penchant, taste for child/innocent sacrifices, Baal and Mott deities of fertility and death.   The deities we have roaming our world. As G. K. Chesterton said, “when men stop believing in God, they don’t believe in nothing; they believe in anything” Our society, who has stopped believing in the one True God has ears for the pagan gods which have millions of listening ears with their false promises.   the words of Friedrich Nietzsche “God is dead”  speaks of rejection of Our God of Creation and life and continued, as in the beginning to listen to the god of death.  

Moloch, Ishtar, Baal and Mott roaming the lands of the earth while humanity sleeps.  

It’s tragic to note that those who are awake receive little attention.  Yes, the occasional voices for life are heard but it slowly lose its force, its impact.  We can hear some voices saying no death to children. Not the size of a dot or full-term children but that voices  become the voice of “John the Baptist” (lone voice crying in the wilderness)

Baal, Ishtar, Molech, Mott, of past times have followed  through the ages, still demanding the usual demonic diet murder of babies, children, purity and death of these.  Ishstar provides, Moloch devours at the insistent of Mott.  Yet …The voices of heavenly mother who gathers the broken bodies of these infants, innocents, the voice of her son Jesus, who mourns their torture, the voices of the saints who pray that the four pagan deities are destroyed are not listened to.  Why? Because  the ears of those who have ears do not  want to listen and do not hear. Mother calls but her children wonder into other fields.

Moloch, Baal, Mott and Ishtar have millions upon millions of followers and funds, the voice of Holy mother who does not slaughter the children, who have been given life by the heavenly father and redeemed by her son, these voices are still not heard even though we have what ancient gods did not have.  We have science which says that infants are human from conception. They are gifts to humanity. They are the future of humanity.  They are the gift to and for woman. Her role in redemption, They are a gift to a father to enhance and share  his labours with his children who sit at table.  These voices are still not heard.

The question still needs to be asked “what is it that we who detest abortion and its destruction of infants and humanity do?  what and how can we do this?”

As we look around and see the work of pro-lifers, we wonder why the same millions don’t join together to form an army of mothers whose womb has loved children and who love all children, also able to rescue  those being led away to death, and restrain those stumbling towards slaughter (Prov 24:11)  Why can’t we, (like the pagan deities,)  able to raise the army for life as pagan deities  raise army for death.                           To the mother of life. To the Father of Life. To the Elder brother (Jesus) who has stood in our place so we would not suffer.  How come this has not happened? How come our one true God has not helped in standing before those four enemies of life and shine his light on them so they flee in terror. 

The reason perhaps is because unlike the demonic deities and their followers, the response of followers of the divine have ears which do not hear. Have “it’s not my business” “it doesn’t really happen” the attitudes which say leave me alone. not interested” Because those who could assist do not do so and do not wish to be involved. It loses seats in university. In parliament. In all professions.  Why not the   medical profession. En masse assist. Governments ministers for life  en masse. Man and woman en masse. Education for life en masse. Destruction of child murder laws themselves destroyed.  en masse. Nations put to shame for their child sacrifice. En masse. Men and women who turn their faces away so as not to see and hear about  the very of notion of abortion (infant slaughter. Infants fully formed being ripped apart, poisoned, burned,) and according to them who don’t want to look or believe this it doesn’t happen. It’s  an exaggeration. En masse.  We cringe at the idea of cannibalism (there’s Baal again) yet not cringe at a full-term infant being dismembered alive and the excruciating pain it must have endured.  This particular one cited at beginning of this writing and all the infants of all gestational ages ripped apart, burned, poisoned because the mother has demanded a dead baby.  

“We are fighting a war of Unknown Warriors; but lets all strive without in faith or in duty, and the dark curse of Hitler will be lifted from our age” (Winston Churchill ( July 14, 1940) and further “never in  field of human conflict was so much owed by  so many to so few”  (Churchill, 1940)

In this fight against the invasion, not by humans, but paganism, its deities, and its destruction, the so few are owed so much, but the need is for millions more.   Not to be known for doing so much but to do it.  The babies need our united help. Wars, rumours of wars, destruction, civil wars, terrorism, euthanasia, transgender, natural disasters,  and the flowing blood of over billion infants killed intentionally.  We need both divine help but also human desire to see infants safe. 

The blood of innocents covers the earth.  Rivers of blood.